Okay i have make up my mind again. I am not born to be a waiter. I dun think i'll be finding a ger anyway. Well if I am not going to have that special one in my life. So fine, then i treat everyone equally. And gf > work > friends > anything else. So since i wun be having a gf. I'm gonna resume totally commited to my work. How am i gonna cope with my stress? I dunno. Maybe my mind will give way to the stress someday. Heh dun say i din try. I did try to give myself 1 shot 1 chance at life again. Try to put something above work. But i guess it doesn't work out.

Resume busy schedule tomorrow. Ok time's up 0 time for idle chat. Sleep early Work early... Get my body back in shape for crazy work hours and crazy workload. No downtime... Please give me strength to pull through and work again... *pray*

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